Monday, November 13th, 2006
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7:39 pm - mmmm
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i love V8 juice!! the real vegetable kind. for some reason lately i can't get enough of it.
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Friday, October 13th, 2006
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10:37 pm - happy friday the 13th
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i hate it when you remember all the ridiculous shit you said and did the night before. it was fun though. the good news is i talked to bill !!!! im so happy about that, nothing else really matters. well there is this one thing but whatever, what comes around goes around.
its cold!!! i think im going to go ride my bike
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Tuesday, October 10th, 2006
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8:39 pm
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i have to move out of my house. i need another job. i don't know what i expect but please if you can help i would greatly appreciate it.
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Thursday, October 5th, 2006
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2:22 pm
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bill and i went to the opera last friday. my dad gave us his front row tickets. it was pretty damn exciting. he looked so cute in his tux. i don't know what i want from him but the sad thing is that if i stopped drinking i wouldnt see him anymore. i guess both our lives are at the point right now where there isn't much else going on. we work all day and go out a few nights a week. its frustrating, but without that "40 oz of freedom" we aren't ourselves. except when we're in the woods. damn i miss maine.
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Sunday, September 17th, 2006
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2:01 am - hit me with your best shot
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so he's not going away.
i tried to scare him off and it didn't work. ok so i didn't mean to be crazy...but i was...and he laughed it off and told me he liked the way my mind worked. what the hell.... i've never dealt with this before. i'm confused in a good way.
livejournal has lost its appeal... but i feel like someone might care, so hey, decipher my update!
current mood: gone current music: rilo kiley
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Friday, September 15th, 2006
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12:57 am
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ending things before it really hurts. i'm boring anyways. who am i kidding? it hurts now but i think im just being silly.
current mood: confused current music: the boss
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Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
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12:15 am
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i want to hike the Appalachian Trail. from springer mountain to mt. katahdin. seriously...next march/april.
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Thursday, August 24th, 2006
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1:19 am
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still a little bit of your taste in my mouth still a little bit of you laced with my doubt still a little hard to say whats going on...
still a little bit of your face i havent kissed
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Sunday, August 6th, 2006
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1:30 am
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i had an incredible two weeks and it sort of sucks to be home...
now i think i have the traveling itch. i almost don't want to sleep in my bed... outside under the stars is so much better.
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Friday, July 21st, 2006
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11:36 pm - it's just that simple
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i'm wondering what i got myself into. as i'm sitting here... knowing i have to be up at 4am... maybe i'm just a total girl but this trip is making me nervous. i'm already complaining about the heat and we haven't even left VA. supposedly i'll see a moose. and a hermit...this guy who lives in an 'ice cave' somewhere in the new england wilderness. it reminds me of the book 'even cowgirls get the blues'. except not in the west. i wish one of you could come with me. the fact that i'm going with a group of people i don't know(besides my dad and nick the stepbro) is a little daunting. i love how my dad and i will drink rum and cokes until we pass out. now i understand where i get it from...
hasta la vista baby
current mood: drunk current music: wilco
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Thursday, July 20th, 2006
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7:44 pm - part 2
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7:03 pm
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anyways. you know that song that goes "this bed is on fire with passionate love. the neighbors complain about the noises above...." i love that song haha. thats all.
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Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
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7:39 pm
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i got a tetanus shot today and now i feel a little sickly. is this normal? well the reason i got the shot is because i'm going to maine for 2 weeks with my dad and stepbrother. and some boy scouts. HAHA im going to be a leader of sorts. camping, hiking, canoeing. whatever it is they do in the woods. i'm pretty excited.
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Saturday, July 15th, 2006
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6:29 pm
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i like summer storms. great for nap time.
current mood: mellow
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Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
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6:12 pm - shut up just shut up shut up
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i'd like to write more in here. but i probably won't. so, the french kid is coming back for more because, "I LOVE THIS COUNTRY!!". thats what he says. tonight he arrives and we've been cooking and cleaning all day. you'd think he was important or something. hatteras in a week and i can't wait. my dads side of the family are crazy drunks and this time i get to partake in all that fun. i've been watching all the soccer games and i've decided thats where the hotties are. seriously though, is it bad to choose sides based on who looks better? whatever, i just want germany to win so that my grandma will be happy. someone stole my purse. this is the second time thats happened to me. which leads me to think i really am a dumb bitch. at least when i drink. i dont care though, i'd rather burn out then fade away.
PEACE
current mood: cheerful current music: black eyed peas
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Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
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12:58 am
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12:55 am
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you know, i really dont think im supposed to be involved with anybody right now...or for awhile even. at this point in my life i like doing my own thing. sure i wish i had a constant in my life, but its just energy that i really dont have. its not selfish. im happy with it.
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Monday, June 19th, 2006
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1:15 am - godammit
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Sunday, May 7th, 2006
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10:34 pm - do i look like an easy target to you?
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i love the end of Detroit Rock City where they beat the shit out of eachother to go see KISS. jam is so dreamy. i've got ants in my pants.
current music: KOL
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Saturday, April 15th, 2006
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11:35 pm
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